Questions and Answers... And other stuff..

I like to think of myself to be a reasonable person. Not too buff, not too smart and so on.. However sometimes the world tends to turn differently then what I expect it too. Well, the reason for that is that I am not even in charge of giving the "turn" to the world, if you know what I mean.. The higher power definitely jumps in from time to time to show you how wrong you actually are, and sometimes even how right. But that's not the issue here. I doubted if I am the kind of person who is easily in the "likeable" category, but God intended otherwise I guess.. He wanted me to have the hugest impression of myself.. Very confusing no? I think so too.. :P God.. ahh that's an interesting topic and I think a topic to even separately talk about. I mean a self-sentient being in charge of my actions? Not only mine but all the people of my community, of my country, of my...... and so on.. And then to define who "me" is??? GOSH!! hahaha.. You need to really take a chair, a hot cup of tea (with lots of honey) and just think about your real identity.. Whom do you actually refer to when saying "I", "me", "mine"? To this body composed of several elements? Or to something far beyond our conception, mostly referred to as the soul? Even that simple concept of who "I" am, is something which the whole world is discussing since time immemorial. In the ancient Indian scriptures it is said "Tat tvam asi" = that art thou.. OK! Thanks, I am that! Who are we? Some say we're god, some say we have him in us. Ok, let's take it for real that we're god.. Then why do we suffer? oof oof.. such a difficult subject. Well we suffer because.. uhh, the soul fell into illusion.. EXCUSE ME? We're god, yet we fell into illusion? Isn't the very definition of God to be all-powerful and so on and so on? Then how can god fall into illusion??? Well.. because.. I dunnow? Ok.. Other concept then, we have god in us. We're getting to a more acceptable theory. God is in us... Why does he let us suffer? Well, he doesn't, we are suffering because of the choices we make. Why are those choices even there, if it's going to make us suffer? Why did he create those choices? Because... the living entities have a free will, and in order to have free will, we should be able to differentiate between certain things, and what is more basic to differentiate then good and evil? Point taken? or still unclear? I don't think so!